Random Revelation...

Now I am just really confused. At this point in my life, all I know is that God is calling me to Teen Challenge. But what does that mean exactly? Right now I'm being taught that I have A LOT to learn. We all make mistakes(sometimes daily or even multiple times a day). God will stretch you until you feel like you're about to break(but you won't). Sometimes people really really really annoy you because they point out your mistakes(but they're just here to help you). And lastly, that this is ministry. It's not a 9 to 5 desk job that you have to just make money(because we don't make that much); it's the chance to tell people how much God loves them! He loves them so much that He sent his one and only Son to die for us! We who are sinners! Who make mistakes! God, who is PERFECT, sent His perfect Son to die on a cross so that our failures and sins can be forgiven! Just try and wrap your mind around that. I know I can't. It makes my head spin! I've been dealing with feelings of inadequacy and failure. Those thoughts and feelings are not loving feelings! They are from the one who comes to steal, kill, and destroy! If you let those things get to you, Satan will feel like he is winning, when in reality, he is a LOSER! Because we are covered by the Blood of the Lamb! He wipes our slate clean every day and His mercies are new every morning! It's breathtaking to think that someone so perfect would do that for us! People who imperfect and sinful! My God is so beautiful and forgiving! Praise the Lord for everything that He teaches me every day!